I try to think that i am cool enough to be doing this. But i don’t really know anymore. I try to finish up what i started. But its so hard to get to that point. I don’t think there is something that i can do about it, but i know that there is. I wonder how many stars are out there at night, i wonder how many drops of water there is. Whats the meaning of my pillow? How can it help me sleep more? How can it help me sleep less. Why is there a truck and why is there no car for me.